She paints her eyes as black as night, she pulls her shades down tight,.

Haven't update in such a long time. I feel like punching someone now. -_____-

When you dream theres a chance you'll find a little laughter, or happy ever after.

I had my teeth checked today at school. I almost cried at the dentistry. Yes I am THAT scared of dentists. My whole life whenever I ever went to the dentist I always had to have something done with my teeth and it always hurt so yeah I totally freaked out today. And somehow I wanted my mom so badly at that time. Heh. :D Louis, Melvin, Aaron and Tucky weren't helping at all.They keep telling me about the drilling and the injections and all. EEEEEEEE...

I just realize I've been updating very often lately. Which is so not the right time since PMR is so near. And I'm not really panicky about it. YET. Which isn't good cuz during UPSR i freaked out like when it was just 1 month more. Dammit somethings wrong with me. -___-

This is so cute. I should try it one day.

I feel exceptionally tired today. I wonder why....

I tell everyone that I don't like you anymore but secretly I still hope that I willl marry you one day. (;

I will go do that Progam Intan, Berlian, Mutiara thingy now. And I will do Zen's tag tomorrow. I will. Night yall. Sweet dreams you. (;

Just so we're clear I was FORCED to put this picture up by a certain someone. -__- I did this UNWILLINGLY.
Ahahaha. =P

I'm finding that You, and You alone can break my fall.

Boo..

I spent the whole day studying today. I'm so proud of myself! See that Wayne! I STUDIED! HAH! In your face! =P

Well baby I'm no genius but I've a theory
Maybe if I keep my distance
You might actually start to miss me.

Went to mamak with my dad just now. He had a ciggy which he wasn't suppose to cuz he supposedly told my mom he already quit smoking. I threatened him that I would tell my mom about it which he knows he would get endless amount of scolding and long annoying lectures. He got scared which is something he seldom does and it was so hilarious. I felt so powerful. Mwuahahahahaha. >:) But I'm not that mean, I'm not gonna tell my mom. Or at least I don't think I will. (;

Hoo Boy its getting late I'm off to Lala Land. Night Kiddies. Sweet dreams you. (:

P/s : I'll do Zen's tag tomorrow or once I find a baby picture of myself which will probably take ages cuz knowing me I'll procrastinate. :D

Take my hand, together we will celebrate.

I just woke up. *yawn Me HUNGRAYYY. Mummy bought Dim Sum but I don't think its fresh anymore. Bleuk! I think I'll go out and ta pau Pan Mee.

I don't know who those two are but I"m loving the pose man.

I'm sorry this is not a very proper post but I'm too hungrayy to type. I'll write a better one later once I get some food. :D

We adore the ones who ignore us
and ignore the ones who adore us.

You're part of me entity, here for eternity.

I skipped school again today. Heh. :D Didn't do much today. Was suppose to go to the library with Zen but I kinda canceled like last minute cuz I didn't know my Daddy sent the car to get it fixed today so I didn't have transport.

SORRY ZEN!! :/

So now lets see. Looks like I've got a tag to do. Oh well here goes..

Name 10 Opposite Sex Friends Randomly

1. Jun.
2. Levin.
3. Wayne.
4. Melvin.
5. Shaun.
6. Gilbert Phoon.
7. Eric.
8. Aaron.
9. Kun.
10. Wee Giap.

Would you rather party with 1 or 7?
Err... Jun. { 1 } I think Jia would kill me if I party with Eric. { 7 } :D Not that I even want to anyway. Lol.

Marry 2 or 6?
Gilbert { 6 } I guess. Zen would KILL me, right hunn? :D

Kill 3 or 8?
Hahahaha! Wayne! { 3 } Cuz he got hepatitis B and likes Ellen Degeneres. :P

Date 9 or 10?
ERRRRRRRRRRR...... I guess I'll go for someone new. Kun. { 9 } x)

Make Out with 4 or 7?
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! I've no choice but to pick Mel. { 4 } Jia would punch me.

Cuddle With 6 or 8?
I'll take Gilbert { 6 }. Its less weird. lol.

Have Kids With 4 or 5?
Can I not answer this? Cuz i really don't know.. O.o

Live With 1 or 9?
Ehhh.... Jun { 1 } xD

Be Stuck on an Island with 2 or 5?
I'll take Levin { 2 }. His funny..

Trade Lives with 8 or 10?
{ 10 } .....

Wake Up Next To 4 or 9?
Kun { 9 } hands down. :D

Completely Disown 3 or 7?
Gahahahahaha. Eric { 7 } you'll have to go. :D

Eyes?
I don't know. Haven't really notice.. But i guess Gilbert { 6 }?

Smile?
I'll take { 10 } . I know someone who'll agree with me on this.

Face?
LOL. I don't know...

Body?
I haven't seen any of their body's so I can't say..

Abs?
I guess Kun { 9 }. Haven't really seen it though. Heard its really good. I've yet to see. :D

Ass?
Now THAT I definitely don't know. -_-

Style?
Gilbert { 6 }.

A few more questions..

Has 3 ever hurt you?
Hahahaha. Definitely no.

Have you ever hurt 4?
Physically then i guess so.

Who's the funniest?
Levin. { 2 } LOL.

Can you beat up 8?
Yes. :D

When is the last time you saw 9?
Erm, Wednesday? O.o

Who's the smartest?
I'm gonna give this to Mel. { 4 }

How long have you known 2?
Since form 1 I guess.

What would you do if 1 and 6 started fighting?
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.. somehow I can imagine it. I'll sit and watch. :D

Who is 6 dating/crushing on?
His one and only ex who I shall not mention the name.

Does 7 smell good?
no. -_-

Who will you still be talking to in 15 years?
Hopefully all but I somehow I doubt it especially { 10 }.

I tag -
Whoever who wants to do this.

Okayy this i by far the weirdest post ever. Lol. I'm gonna hit the sheets now. Night folks. Sweet dreams you.. (;

But, My God its's so beautiful when the boy smiles.

Skipped school today. Too lazy. I seriously need to study and maybe later if i can.. I'll take down something that I've been dreading..

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss

"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist

"Ain't been sober, since maybe October last year."

Here in town you can tell his been down for a while,

But, my God, Its so beautiful when the boy smiles,

Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Can someone help me unravel my latest mistake?

So school is back to normal today without the exams and all. But not for long cuz we have another set of trial papers coming our way pretty soon. If I’m not mistaken this would be the government trials and that is something you should be worry about. I’m so use to sitting for exams now that I don’t even take them seriously anymore. Its like just another piece of paper filled with questions that I don’t really bother if I get it right or not. And that is definitely not good people. I should be caring. I should care like hell if I get it right or not. Worry the shit outta myself if I have to but instead I just don’t give a shit. Greatt.. -_- So gonna pass PMR with flying colours.

Got back some papers today. Boyy did i screw it up this time. Other then that it was just Mel, Louis, Aaron and i playing scrabble for the rest of the day. Its damn funny playing with them cuz Aaron just can't stop swearing and he over reacts on the littlest thing and I think his favorite word now is Jaguar. hahahahahahaha. Oh yeah, one time it was my turn to take my 7 letters fro the green baggy sack thingy and my first four letters were DotA. Wtf man.. Lols.. Melvin said i could get extra points if I put it. Stupid boy.. Oh! pictures..

Zen said she did some Picasa effect shit with this picture. Which is the effect that makes the picture look a lil bit blurry and fuzzy. Which is nice. I just think we moved the camera too fast thats all. -_- And Picasa sucks. The effects are normal. You can even get the effects from Nero.

Oh shit, daddy's coming. Gtg. Night kids. Sweet dreams you.

Another colour turns grey.

Okayy bloggy under huge construction. Clearly.

This is as far as i got. Hmm.. I still need to take down some stuff. But don't know why I just won't do it. Oh god i'm so hopeless. -_- ANYHOOO, I'm at Zen's house now having meehoon with extrememly syiook chilly padi. :D Zen is such a pussy. =P We will go study as soon as we're done with lunch. Which will be soon I'm sure. I think. We're going to study. We WILL study. We MUST study. -___-

Ahhh Fuck it la. :D At least we tried. We deserve credit for that. x)

I'm in a mod for hug now. Anyone? The only person I can think of is Siew Mun cuz our boobs don't clash when we hug. LOL. xD Had KH today. It was okay i guess. Cracked my head during the last few questions on accounts. Almost forgotten bout the whole kos jualan, kos belian shit. I think imight've gave zen the wrong answer cuz I changed my answer like 4 to 5 times. Eh heh heh.. Lets just hope Zen doesn't read this. :D This post is exceptionally empty. There will be pictures later I promise cuz I'm in the mood to camwhore.

Oh! In Zen's computer room theres this huge framed up picture of Transformers and ITS SO NICEEEE!!!! I think Transformers is COOLL with the whole Optimus Prime and Bumble Bee names and Shia Le Beouf is kinda hot. He looked even better in Disturbia. He got the whole bad boy thing going on. hahahaha. Thank god he grew out of the whole "Even Stenvens" thing. So retarded.

Oh i watched High School Musical 2 already!!!!!!!! Before it even came out in Malaysia!! The soundtrack is so much nicer compare to the previous movie. The songs aren't as corny or whatever. Zac efron looks even better in this movie. Absolute hotnesss to the max yoh! lol! Vanessa Hudgens doesn;t look that nice though. Don't like her hair. Too much curls til it lookslike bush. Heh. So judgemental. Lol. But one thing is that HSM2 might make you a bit Dulan if you're the "Troy and Gabriella forever" kinda person cuz everytime when they wanna kiss, someone interrupts them. But they did in the end la. Oh god i think i might be spoiling it for somepeople. Lol! Whoopsy! xP

I believe in love, lust and romance.I don't want everything to add up into some perfect equation.I want chaos and mess.And i want someone to go crazy, out of his mind for me.

I'm gonna go OU now with Zen and her mom. So much for studying right? LOL.

I bid you farewell. for now. x)

edit.

Just reached back home from Zen's. Wooohh... So yeah, where was I? Oh right, ou. Erm, went to ou then went to Gap to change Levin's shirt cuz he said it was a size too small. It looks humongous to me. -_- Later on, went to A&W's to get a coney dog and went back home to watch She's the Man.

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

God that show is so god damn funny. Once again Zen and I were screaming our asses off cuz of ahhhh.. need i say more. *stares dreamily. x) Psst! For those who don't know who I'm talking about, its Channing Tatum. :D Then we had dinner and then we camwhored. :D Zen wouldn't stop going on about how she looked like an egg and Mary Poppins in pictures. LOLS.. Pictures will only be up tomorrow cuz the pictures are in Zen's phone but she can't go online cuz she needs to study. Study my buttocks la. More like studying Harry Potter. Greatt.. Now I've to get of the computer. -___- There are still some stuff about my blog which i need to tweak. But... I'm either too lazy right now or I just don't want to. I think its the second one. Heh.. I keep procrastinating. Oh and Jian Min SERIOUSLY screams like girl. Like seriously. If you didn't know she had a brother you'd prolly think it was the maid or something. Even I don't scream like that and I'm a girl! LOL.

I think Grey's anatomy is haunting me for some reason. It seems like every song I download has something to do with it. For example, this afternoon Zen just randomly played a song which is Just breathe by Anna Nalick and I swear I heard it from Grey's before during one of those rainy days in Seattle and they lost a patient and Mer is running away from Derek or something. Or maybe just going back home after a long day of work. AHHHHHHH!!! Season 4 of Grey's Anatomy is finally coming out end of this month!! To be more exact its on the 27th. Its premiering on ABC and on the 26th, Private Practice is premiering. Gahhhh can't wait! I'm gonna download every single one of the freaking episodes and watch it after PMR. Yeah mann.. I can watch it the whole entire night till the next morning and theres absolutely nothing my momma can say to stop me cuz i'm FREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okayyyyy i sound like a maniac. I shall have some self control. So now, I will get off the laptop and take any book and study. Yes, i will do that. I hope. Lol.

Night my dears. Sleep Tight. Sweet Dreams. (:



I know I'm not a lot of things you've gone for in the past, I know. But I would never leave you, I would never hurt you & I will never stop loving you.
- Grey's Anatomy, George O'Malley-

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