You're part of me entity, here for eternity.

I skipped school again today. Heh. :D Didn't do much today. Was suppose to go to the library with Zen but I kinda canceled like last minute cuz I didn't know my Daddy sent the car to get it fixed today so I didn't have transport.

SORRY ZEN!! :/

So now lets see. Looks like I've got a tag to do. Oh well here goes..

Name 10 Opposite Sex Friends Randomly

1. Jun.
2. Levin.
3. Wayne.
4. Melvin.
5. Shaun.
6. Gilbert Phoon.
7. Eric.
8. Aaron.
9. Kun.
10. Wee Giap.

Would you rather party with 1 or 7?
Err... Jun. { 1 } I think Jia would kill me if I party with Eric. { 7 } :D Not that I even want to anyway. Lol.

Marry 2 or 6?
Gilbert { 6 } I guess. Zen would KILL me, right hunn? :D

Kill 3 or 8?
Hahahaha! Wayne! { 3 } Cuz he got hepatitis B and likes Ellen Degeneres. :P

Date 9 or 10?
ERRRRRRRRRRR...... I guess I'll go for someone new. Kun. { 9 } x)

Make Out with 4 or 7?
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!! I've no choice but to pick Mel. { 4 } Jia would punch me.

Cuddle With 6 or 8?
I'll take Gilbert { 6 }. Its less weird. lol.

Have Kids With 4 or 5?
Can I not answer this? Cuz i really don't know.. O.o

Live With 1 or 9?
Ehhh.... Jun { 1 } xD

Be Stuck on an Island with 2 or 5?
I'll take Levin { 2 }. His funny..

Trade Lives with 8 or 10?
{ 10 } .....

Wake Up Next To 4 or 9?
Kun { 9 } hands down. :D

Completely Disown 3 or 7?
Gahahahahaha. Eric { 7 } you'll have to go. :D

Eyes?
I don't know. Haven't really notice.. But i guess Gilbert { 6 }?

Smile?
I'll take { 10 } . I know someone who'll agree with me on this.

Face?
LOL. I don't know...

Body?
I haven't seen any of their body's so I can't say..

Abs?
I guess Kun { 9 }. Haven't really seen it though. Heard its really good. I've yet to see. :D

Ass?
Now THAT I definitely don't know. -_-

Style?
Gilbert { 6 }.

A few more questions..

Has 3 ever hurt you?
Hahahaha. Definitely no.

Have you ever hurt 4?
Physically then i guess so.

Who's the funniest?
Levin. { 2 } LOL.

Can you beat up 8?
Yes. :D

When is the last time you saw 9?
Erm, Wednesday? O.o

Who's the smartest?
I'm gonna give this to Mel. { 4 }

How long have you known 2?
Since form 1 I guess.

What would you do if 1 and 6 started fighting?
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.. somehow I can imagine it. I'll sit and watch. :D

Who is 6 dating/crushing on?
His one and only ex who I shall not mention the name.

Does 7 smell good?
no. -_-

Who will you still be talking to in 15 years?
Hopefully all but I somehow I doubt it especially { 10 }.

I tag -
Whoever who wants to do this.

Okayy this i by far the weirdest post ever. Lol. I'm gonna hit the sheets now. Night folks. Sweet dreams you.. (;

But, My God its's so beautiful when the boy smiles.

Skipped school today. Too lazy. I seriously need to study and maybe later if i can.. I'll take down something that I've been dreading..

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss

"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist

"Ain't been sober, since maybe October last year."

Here in town you can tell his been down for a while,

But, my God, Its so beautiful when the boy smiles,

Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Can someone help me unravel my latest mistake?

So school is back to normal today without the exams and all. But not for long cuz we have another set of trial papers coming our way pretty soon. If I’m not mistaken this would be the government trials and that is something you should be worry about. I’m so use to sitting for exams now that I don’t even take them seriously anymore. Its like just another piece of paper filled with questions that I don’t really bother if I get it right or not. And that is definitely not good people. I should be caring. I should care like hell if I get it right or not. Worry the shit outta myself if I have to but instead I just don’t give a shit. Greatt.. -_- So gonna pass PMR with flying colours.

Got back some papers today. Boyy did i screw it up this time. Other then that it was just Mel, Louis, Aaron and i playing scrabble for the rest of the day. Its damn funny playing with them cuz Aaron just can't stop swearing and he over reacts on the littlest thing and I think his favorite word now is Jaguar. hahahahahahaha. Oh yeah, one time it was my turn to take my 7 letters fro the green baggy sack thingy and my first four letters were DotA. Wtf man.. Lols.. Melvin said i could get extra points if I put it. Stupid boy.. Oh! pictures..

Zen said she did some Picasa effect shit with this picture. Which is the effect that makes the picture look a lil bit blurry and fuzzy. Which is nice. I just think we moved the camera too fast thats all. -_- And Picasa sucks. The effects are normal. You can even get the effects from Nero.

Oh shit, daddy's coming. Gtg. Night kids. Sweet dreams you.

Another colour turns grey.

Okayy bloggy under huge construction. Clearly.

This is as far as i got. Hmm.. I still need to take down some stuff. But don't know why I just won't do it. Oh god i'm so hopeless. -_- ANYHOOO, I'm at Zen's house now having meehoon with extrememly syiook chilly padi. :D Zen is such a pussy. =P We will go study as soon as we're done with lunch. Which will be soon I'm sure. I think. We're going to study. We WILL study. We MUST study. -___-

Ahhh Fuck it la. :D At least we tried. We deserve credit for that. x)

I'm in a mod for hug now. Anyone? The only person I can think of is Siew Mun cuz our boobs don't clash when we hug. LOL. xD Had KH today. It was okay i guess. Cracked my head during the last few questions on accounts. Almost forgotten bout the whole kos jualan, kos belian shit. I think imight've gave zen the wrong answer cuz I changed my answer like 4 to 5 times. Eh heh heh.. Lets just hope Zen doesn't read this. :D This post is exceptionally empty. There will be pictures later I promise cuz I'm in the mood to camwhore.

Oh! In Zen's computer room theres this huge framed up picture of Transformers and ITS SO NICEEEE!!!! I think Transformers is COOLL with the whole Optimus Prime and Bumble Bee names and Shia Le Beouf is kinda hot. He looked even better in Disturbia. He got the whole bad boy thing going on. hahahaha. Thank god he grew out of the whole "Even Stenvens" thing. So retarded.

Oh i watched High School Musical 2 already!!!!!!!! Before it even came out in Malaysia!! The soundtrack is so much nicer compare to the previous movie. The songs aren't as corny or whatever. Zac efron looks even better in this movie. Absolute hotnesss to the max yoh! lol! Vanessa Hudgens doesn;t look that nice though. Don't like her hair. Too much curls til it lookslike bush. Heh. So judgemental. Lol. But one thing is that HSM2 might make you a bit Dulan if you're the "Troy and Gabriella forever" kinda person cuz everytime when they wanna kiss, someone interrupts them. But they did in the end la. Oh god i think i might be spoiling it for somepeople. Lol! Whoopsy! xP

I believe in love, lust and romance.I don't want everything to add up into some perfect equation.I want chaos and mess.And i want someone to go crazy, out of his mind for me.

I'm gonna go OU now with Zen and her mom. So much for studying right? LOL.

I bid you farewell. for now. x)

edit.

Just reached back home from Zen's. Wooohh... So yeah, where was I? Oh right, ou. Erm, went to ou then went to Gap to change Levin's shirt cuz he said it was a size too small. It looks humongous to me. -_- Later on, went to A&W's to get a coney dog and went back home to watch She's the Man.

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

God that show is so god damn funny. Once again Zen and I were screaming our asses off cuz of ahhhh.. need i say more. *stares dreamily. x) Psst! For those who don't know who I'm talking about, its Channing Tatum. :D Then we had dinner and then we camwhored. :D Zen wouldn't stop going on about how she looked like an egg and Mary Poppins in pictures. LOLS.. Pictures will only be up tomorrow cuz the pictures are in Zen's phone but she can't go online cuz she needs to study. Study my buttocks la. More like studying Harry Potter. Greatt.. Now I've to get of the computer. -___- There are still some stuff about my blog which i need to tweak. But... I'm either too lazy right now or I just don't want to. I think its the second one. Heh.. I keep procrastinating. Oh and Jian Min SERIOUSLY screams like girl. Like seriously. If you didn't know she had a brother you'd prolly think it was the maid or something. Even I don't scream like that and I'm a girl! LOL.

I think Grey's anatomy is haunting me for some reason. It seems like every song I download has something to do with it. For example, this afternoon Zen just randomly played a song which is Just breathe by Anna Nalick and I swear I heard it from Grey's before during one of those rainy days in Seattle and they lost a patient and Mer is running away from Derek or something. Or maybe just going back home after a long day of work. AHHHHHHH!!! Season 4 of Grey's Anatomy is finally coming out end of this month!! To be more exact its on the 27th. Its premiering on ABC and on the 26th, Private Practice is premiering. Gahhhh can't wait! I'm gonna download every single one of the freaking episodes and watch it after PMR. Yeah mann.. I can watch it the whole entire night till the next morning and theres absolutely nothing my momma can say to stop me cuz i'm FREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okayyyyy i sound like a maniac. I shall have some self control. So now, I will get off the laptop and take any book and study. Yes, i will do that. I hope. Lol.

Night my dears. Sleep Tight. Sweet Dreams. (:



I know I'm not a lot of things you've gone for in the past, I know. But I would never leave you, I would never hurt you & I will never stop loving you.
- Grey's Anatomy, George O'Malley-

BLOG UNDER MEGA FACE LIFT.

new link <3
beautifully-fragile.blogspot.com

I want to be your dream.

You give anything for it.
Sometimes you give everything.

But sometimes it's just not enough.

And i like roses. (:

Just came back from Zen's house. Went over after school. We were suppose to study but well, heh. xD We watched Beauty Shop and then a little bit of Step Up. HOMG... I LOVE THOSE TWO MOVIES! I especially love CHANNING TATUM. :D God dammit his so hot! HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!! XD He can dance sooo well! And his body!! Holy mother of godd.. I almost fainted when i saw it. Zen and i were like screaming like two maniacs. But every time in the middle of some interesting part, someone calls and interrupt the whole thing. So there was no one for me to squeal together with. -____-

Now if THIS doesn't scream hotness i don't know what does. O.o SO HOTTTTTTTT!

I swear my heart almost stop beating when i saw him dancing. Wooohh.. Damn sexxayy. xD I'm falling in love with his body more and more by the second. *stares dreamily* HEEHEE.. I love a guy who can dance but Jun can't dance so scratch that. Lol. :D I've gotta go take a bath. Stinky. x)

Tell me all the things you never said.

My blog needs something new. A new banner perhaps? Hmm, gonna go search for some inspirational pictures. :D I kinda like my banner now though. Totally suits the name of my blog. x) But my blog is the least i should worry about now. PMR is coming people! Its about a month away. So dreading this. Then again, who isn't? Everyone should be studying their asses off right now. I was suppose to go out with a certain someone today but he had to go argue with his mom so now his mom won't let him out and everything was cancelled at 5.17 a.m this morning. Hmm.. -___-

Oh My God i just realize theres school tomorrow. Lols.. Which means exams. Greatt.. -_____- What a way to gret us after the holidays huh? Ughh! And to top it all off, my period just came today. Which means I'll have stomach cramps tomorrow during exams. SOMEONE HELP MEEEEEE! >.<

And i'll just let the music drown my thoughts.. <3

Dear, you look so lost.

HAH! I'm blogging. Finally, after so long. Heh. :D I've been away from the computer for god knows how long till i think i might have forgotten how to use it. -_- My dad gave me his laptop so now its st up in my room AND it has internet connection! YEAH BABY!! xD But, the modem is in his room so he can off the modem anytime and my internet connection goes poof! Mwehh.. -_____- Oh well, better then nothing though. x) I feel so noob to blogging now. O.O Lols..

I'm about to go to my bitchy aunt's open house and I'm quite sure i'll die there hearing her brag about how big her house is and how expansive her stupid rug or carpet or whatever is and talking about practically every single thing thats new in her house. Woohhh.. So fun. -________- Thank the lord i've my mp4 to accompany me for the night. Oh and her daughter which is my cousin is like this super hardcore christian. Not that i've anything against christian ppl, i think their very nice. x) But you can't even say "oh my god"in fronta her or she'll freak out and give you a long lecture about how you shouldn't use God's name in vain. And it kinda sucks seeing the fact that me, being a person who says "oh my god"practically everyday. Okay i gots to go. play nice kids. x)

And I'll fake a smile for you.

emo emo bo bemo banana fana fo femo fee fi mo memo emo...

Today is an emo day. For me at least. Sigh. School sucked. Suck suck suck suck suck suck.

I hate my blog right now. UGH.

I don't trust you and you.

I've got tuition now. Bah.. not looking forward to it. Oh well. -_____-

All of our young lives we search for someone to love, someone that makes us complete.
We choose partners and we change partners.
We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow,
theres someone perfect out there searching for us.